Friday, December 12, 2008
Bad news that turns out happy
As you all know I am pregnant... er, was. I found out yesterday that I am miscarrying. Yesterday was a terrible day. I cried nearly the whole day (when The Boss wasn't near me) and had a really bad time of it... until later in the night when my dear sweet hubby gave me a priesthood blessing. It was like night and day. I was feeling wretched before the blessing, and afterward I had so much understanding and peace it was phenomenal. I am so grateful to my Heavenly Father who loves me and really does watch out for me. I am not sad anymore, because I know that the timing just wasn't right, and I haven't lost anyone. We all go through trials to learn great lessons, and I hope I have learned it well. So, thank you for all the well wishing, but there really is no cause for sadness anymore. It is all part of His plan, and I can accept that most happily and readily. Thanks for your concern.